
"Hey."
"Heyyo, Girl."
"Being introvert and extrovert at the same time aint a crime isnt it?"
"Aint a crime. but who the hell can do that?"
"Me. stop hell-ing. not cool at all brotha." Rengus kasar. Haila budak ni , hell fuck tak berhenti.
"Sorry. ahahah. having problem?wanna share?"
"not literally a problem. just an overthink. ah, you know me aite. overthink on stuff.Old habits die hard eh?"
"Oh rite. Hop on the spotify lah, and listen to random music on discover."
Diam. Lama.
"Ke-ed. Yesterday, I was walking alone at midvalley. and you know, I was ponder on some stuff. thru-out the day and life. and....."
"And?"
"and kita ni bila stress or depressed or bosan mesti akan cari hiburan yang bukan pada Dia kan?"
Diam.
"Macam tadi kawan aku ajak pergi midvalley ni katanya nak release tension. Macam tak ada benda beriman yg lain yg dpt tingkatkan iman plus usir stress dan tension tu."
Ke-ed diam.
"Ke-ed?"
"Here" lemah dia menjawab.
"Boleh aku proceed curhat?"
"Go on , tho you sound so weird."
"Belum turn into alien and you already say that I am weird haih. "
Gelak. Lemah.
"Aku cuma rasa dan terfikir . Macam hebatnya ghazwah fikri org barat sampaikan , aku , society will usually feel so wrong bila tak dahulu nk tangani stress dgn tension dgn benda-benda yang lebih baik. Made us feel like reading al-quran , listen to good things, tazkirah, qiam, or do some prayer, turn into something that boring , too yizlumik , or too cliche . Sampai aku sendiri rasa , when I stress-out or tension I just want to eat , as much as I want. Nampak tu. "
"Make sense."
"Bukan make sense sikit. Tapi banyak faktanya tu."
"We're westernized, without we realised it. Dan benda tu akn susah nk ubah." Rengus. Lepas nafas berat.
"Are you okay?"
"Nope. sebab I am one of the people yg dh di-westernized tu. Bila stress akn lagi bukan like tak selesa cari Tuhan dulu , tapi akn mmg nk cari songs on spotify dulu . With chill genre . Sedangkan Al-quran the love letters from Allah is the best remedy kot. Rasa jerk gila y'know."
Hembus nafas berat. Lagi.
"Thanks babe for makin' me realise this petty stuff."
"Ahahah. Petty stuff that's quite important."
"True. Can't deny more tho. But seriously, thanks."
"Lets make a promise babe. Kalau abang lupa bout this you akn igtkan . And if you lupa pasal ni abang akn igtkn Fad.Deal?"
"Deal!"
Ketawa pecah. Fad tengok jam ditangan.
"Woi! Orang lambat nak pergi class. Maigod! Bye abang ke-ed jumpa khamis ni !!!!"
Haha.Gelak galak."sorry for makin' you late babe . Rightio. See ya . Salam Alaik."
Talian dimatikan , terus dia bangun dari meja cafe dan berlari ke kelas. Gila Madam garang punya kelas. 🏃
No comments:
Post a Comment