18.1.15

GFY

She walks around with a big smile. Smiling like nothing happened. Smiling like there's no pain she holding inside. Her friends laugh and smile with her jokes. Lame very lame one. But with tht, people love her. She makes people around her happy. You cant last a moodswing if you're with her. She'll win. You'll be laughing hard.

Untill one day, one of her friend asked her.
"I know you have lots of problem. But how you handle it? Have you ever tell anyone? Keeping problems alone is a pain tho."

"I used my fist to slowly makes me feel better. Walls are my punchbag. Used to share with k, but not anymore. I dont trust people. I've doubt with everyone. Its a pain. But telling other about your problems and end up getting scolded or maybe they even say they annoyed with you, or they act like they dont even care, wth is that?! I am tired of trusting people. Am tired of being to clinggy but they dont even care. Ah. Better keep it to yourself. "

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Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....