3.1.16

definition of Friend : yes or No

I was asked, about my definition of good friend.
Stop with the corny and cheesy definition, I shut myself up, and leave.
So, what is my definition of a good friend?
and what is yours? Does it a type of person that would be with you thru thick and thin, ups and down? No? Or, the type of person who would pray for you non-stop in every of her/his prayer and tahajjud? Or the one who always remind you when you were forgotten. or the person who would always accompany you when you want to be crazy and mad? and the list goessss on----
with a thousand and millions definition of good friend will people define and give.

I would say that I am still far from being a good friend. I can't give my definition of good friend, but I have those in mind my KPI wthr I am being a good friend or not. and as I told earlier, I am still far from it.

If I am a good friend, I would'nt be that pathetic being so scared while letting my friend keep on making big sins.
If I am a good friend, I wouldnt let myself waits without advising my friend over those mistakes they're commiting.
If I am a good friend, I would not let them staying in the same spot without even help them.
If I am a good friend, I wont let them ruining theselves over those stupid guys.
If I am a good friend I would protect them from losing themselves.
If. I am a good friend, I would never let them even feel abit of the heat of the hellfire.
If I am a good friend, I will never enter thee paradise alone. I'll bring them too.

But, naaaah. I am still being the same pathetic girl who is so scared of advising and reminding my own friend, and just let them be who they are, and let them commiting sins, forever.
with the same old alasan, I don't want to hurt them.
But if not now, do you want to wait for them to get hurt later? No? Yes?
and I bet thee 'Later' is so damn worst than now.

Allahumma, thabbit Qulubana 'Ala deenik.

Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....