Sometimes It just need one person to believe in everything you do. Just that one person. and everything will be okay.
I sat myself alone in my room. Counting days to go back to studentlife a few more days. These days, I am quite distracted with a lot of things running through my mind. One of it is, Dream. I ask myself, what is my dream, but I got nothing. I don't have any dreams. Maybe I have one, or two, but I don't have the courage to try to achieve it. and for the time being, I can only have hopes. What I am hoping the most right now is, I want myself to be happy. I want myself to be happy, and I want to have someone that will believe in me, believe in everything I do. Although I am not sure who is that one person. But I hope I know who is that one person and I hope that one person will believe and make me happy. I feel so stupid sometimes. Because when people ask me what I want to be-- my ambition, I don't know what to answer. I don't even know what I want to be. God, I want to die when I am 20. and now I am 20. Am I gonna die now? I don't know. what is happiness. (Damn! my thoughts is so serabut see, dia pergi masuk benda lain) Marriage wont bring happiness. Family? Friends? Ha! I realised something. I really need to fix my negative thoughts. If you can my mind, my mind was like hundred percent can only see negativity only. I dont know why, but Its hardly to be positive dah nowadays. Aft. I finished my sch. I was like changing into somebody else. I hardly can think positive. I always see negative side of something. and that's why I got ..... --stop.
Hey, why don't we try to be happy and appreciate the happiness, the little things that Allah gave to us. no? Banyak lagi benda yang boleh dibuat alasan untuk gembira. likeeeeee . . . kawan-kawan, keluarga yang kita ada, Anak sedara baruuuuuu hahaha.
there will be a lot of reasons for us to be happy, why choose not to be happy when you can be grateful with what you have, no?