tons of people are having hard times. It may look fine on the outside, but they're having those storm inside, there're scars tht needp times to heal. Everybody is having pain and scars that they might not want to show, but doesnt mean it doesnt exist. The battle within ourselves that we hide, to make us feel stronger. But eventually, we know ourselves better. We know that we're not that strong, we need support and God, and people around us. Those time tht we hope people will understand, but end up we're getting hurt for hoping, cuz no one will understand, only God knows us. Sometimes they only see how pathetic we're for being scared over small petty things, crying just because you have to say a word to someone that you didnt know. Hell! they dont understand, they dont even f care. Until it comes the day that you hope you wont be a burden, you hope to die. And you start to do selfharm, and hoping God will take you , bring you far from human, that will only annoyed, fed up with u. God knows you better. and you keep on comforting yourself alone, in your room, saying you're too lazy to join the crowd, as an excuse, but you're just scared of the human that will ended up hating you for your weaknesses and trauma.
Give up? no. You cant . Cuz God still loves you//
haqxtanz.