24.6.17

dear++


It is time for you to leave us,
The blessed month,
Its the month where we could see who we really are,
Its the month where we could find ourselves back to him,
Its the month I find peace and harmony.

Dear lord,
I did my best, although it is during my last.
Dear lord,
I did found myself, I think , but am still doesn't  love myself back,
Dear Lord,
I am in pain, and still,
Let me be in pain forever, for I know I deserves this, and it is as a great reminder for me, to always have faith in you, and rely on you, only.
Dear lord,
You know whats in our heart, in our mind,
You give us the best but never we be grateful for it,
We even sometimes put the blame on You for the sadness and the grieve that we feel.
But, Dear Lord, Ya rahman, ya raheem,
Never leave us, no matter what, because in the end we always need You by our side--
Thank you, for this beautiful month, Allah.
And ramadhan. May we meet again,

Love,
Sinful sinner.

Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....