I am broken and in pain, and you know what, everybody does.
I am lost and adrift, and you know what, everybody does sometimes.
I always find myself grasping for air and a beautiful life, but nothing good coming in my way the way I wanted to. Let's face the fact, the reality of this life aint always that good. This life originally not the place for us to rest and be happy without being in pain and in trouble. We got to face the trials and tribulation, live with it, and learn from it.
and yes, being in pain is a bless. I can ponder on things that I might see differently and look at it from a better side and view. It might be bad, and painful and I might feel like I want to die every single time, but I just need to keep myself on track and calm myself and breath. Live with it, the pain will be there, so do happiness. I just need to look on the brighter side and be happy. This might be hard, for me who always filtering negativity, but why not try for something that's worth trying, no?
hopefully, we all can be happy despite the pain and the grieve that keeps on going towards our way, because, life is short, and the real happiness is ahead of us, insyaAllah --