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Mood swing huh?
Sure happens lots to the girls huh.

Just now I was laughing slowly reading manga and fangirling over Satsuki Sensei

And now I am crying on my bed while listening to this freaking awesome song --
Bring me the night--
Send out the stars
Cause when I am dreaming, we don't seem so far.

Asking myself.
How does it feel to make your loved ones happy?
How does it feel?

I am useless since all this time.
I do love lots of people, but I've done nothing for them.

Nothing.
Trying hard to pursue Jordan, but then I am not qualified.
cant even get a scholarship.
Can't even makes them happy.
cant even do anything .
stupid teja. Yes , you're.
you should feel ashamed of yourself!

Cant even helps Ed.
tho, he helped you a lot before.

I want to see their smiling face , happy because of what I am doing for them .
I want to see Ed smiling face because I successfully amused him .

I want to see my loved ones smile because of me .

Its hurt to see their worried face when its come to my stuff .
Its hurt to see he is facing everything alone .

I want to be somebodys where They can lean on me .

I want to be the one who can amused Ed as He always amused me with only his ways.

I want to make them happy,
I want to be the one to tell them that's everything going to be okay .
I want to make sure that he knows that I'll always there to supprt and pray hard for him .

I want to be a Somebody to Someone .

Goodnight world. Goodnight Moon and stars . Goodnight Ed . Goodnight Lovess.

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