9.6.14

Confession .

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Things getting so much complicated when its come to the Money Issue .
So, for now, going to proceed with PTPTN. For the first Sem I have to struggle real hard, and try to apply for a scholarship after that. May Allah Ease .
So , I am going to a college . Not Kerajaan one but , Swasta one , which means , its so mahal lah dia punya perbelanjaan . and again , I hope this is the best for me . Moga Allah redha.
I am kinda scared if this is not the best or maybe Allah tak redha , because anything can happen , who knows . I cant predict future , lol . So , The thing is , Put My trust in Allah , Like really high , have Faith in him , that whatever happens in the future , Allah sebenarnya merancang sesuatu yg besar untuk aku, dan buna saja-saja dia buat macam tu.

Sometimes, its so funny when I can really Husnudzhon with other people's life but not mine. Haha .
Yeah , I am scared of my future . Teja semua benda dia nak takut k . And btw , I just realised that I am scared of guy and girl , when I was walking alone at KL semalam-punya semalam . Sebab nak pergi tandas je pun , haha .

Lots of things happens and I wanted to share but , bila fikir balik . Malas pula nak ceghita satu-satu.

dan MyGMJ is So AWESOME . Faizal Tahir ishtihar dia boikot semua produk yg bantu Israhell tuu and dia cakap dengan gaya coolnya "Buat apa nak malu , Saya berani cakap yang saya boikot smeua produk tu, dan kalau diorang nak tembak saya, tembaklah!"
dan aku pun tepuk tangan dengan semangatnya, sebab Isu boikot ni , kadang-kadang buat aku rasa nak nangis tengok orang tak gheti-gheti nak boikot . haha . K .

and Since when banyak betul anons ask for helps , dkt ask.fm . Haha . Thanks god , dah lama I havent got any question asking for nasihat for SD or P-Addict Issue . Its kinda malu nak jawab , kadang-kadang . Even as anon pun aku jawab lol .

Naaa , its okay . Mintaklah nasihat . Rant lah apa yg nak rant . I'll try to help if I can and Listen to it very carefully . Cause I know tho how it feels when You want to tell somebody that you trust and thiqah about your problem but they just take it not seriously , and sometimes , ignore it , damn , its Hurt , and You just learned that You CAN NEVER TRUST HUMAN . haha . K .

So , dengan berbesar hati , terima kasih anon-2 yang trust dan thiqah dengan aku .
Please Do , tell me , rant to me , ask for my help . I'll try to help insyaAllah .
dan pada mereka-mereka yang pernah minta nasihat , Thanks for the feedback bg yg dah bagi feedback . Alhamdulillah , Aku rasa aku ni ada guna jugak untuk ummah . haha . and thank you for using my advices , mengalir rupanya pahala untuk aku tanpa aku sedar . Jazakallah khairan Katheera . Thank you so much , May Allah bless you , your effort and your life. Do pray for me too . dan Dont ask for my nasihat only , but Advice me too , because sometimes I can be jahil too .

InsyaAllah bakal masuk on 21st of June , satu Univeristy Tarbiyyah insyaAllah , Pray for me , this money issue settled . Tak adalah issue sangat . tapi menjadi satu kerisauan lol . k .

Pergh . Bercampur Malay-English Post kali ni , dan bercampur ceghita jugak post kali ni .
Haha . Merepek , idea sekerat-kerat masuk macam ni lah jadinya .
Salam Alaik .

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