16.8.14

Random Madness #1


"Dont be a bullshit to someone's life if you dont want the same things to happen to you." Ouch .|


ever wondered.
Why there's must be a judgers among us?
Ever wondered.
Why there's must be beautiful and also ugly person?
Why dont just everybody are same, beautiful , handsome, tall , cute.

Its kinda makes me think,
usually at night , when everybody's sleeping and drown in their own dreams,
I kept on thinking , and selfie-ing bout the whole of my life.
And its normal, ha-ha,
to think that I am less-fortunate than others.
But then,
I also always , remind myself ,
Everyone of us Allah'll test us with a diff test and , we as His creations,
We should, at least Redha and Trust in Him.
I am such a liar if I tell you I've never blamed Him over things that happens.
I admitted it . Thru Sodazz incident and stuff , ah , Lots of time .

But then, to think about it again, Know what , Its aint a crime to trust in Him and have Faith in Him.
And if you looked back, thru out your life,There'll always good things behinf all of our disappointment.
Sure, it's because He knows whats Best for Us, for His creations.
Its okay , for being futur and down and yadayadaa, But then don't take so much time, try to get up and Renew your iman , and start again you journey of life. You know what, there's lots more to tresure and to be gain , so dont waste your time and try to fight for it , and go for it .

I am fighting with my life and Walking thru this journey of my life , tho, haha , there'll always suicidal thoughts goes around my mind, but then I realised , that killing youself aint give you benefit at all. Having a suicidal thoughts is okay for me , but dont ever makes it come true .

Man , I am writing in english . Ha-ha.
G'bye.
 

Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....