9.5.15

Male Lecturer

 I thought, the trauma were gone long ago. It's almost 3 years I havent been so shocked and scared because of being provoked or question by the guy. So for this short semester, I guess I should try to take with a male lecture. Trying, experiencing heh? But its end up to be really frustrated and depressed and scary and I just wanna die. The male lecturer was totally confused with me. He keep on asking my friend and myself
"Eh hari tu okay je. Kenapa?"
"Ati kenapa? Saya dah tak boleh tengok muka Ati ke, atau Ati yang tak boleh tengok muka saya?"
"Baru menyesal ambil dengan saya?"
"Ati."

I give up. on this one. I can't proceed this post.
 But I really hope I don't have to attend his class anymore. Can I?
No, for sure.

Stay strong, Cry and scream if you feel so.
Don't hurt yourself. Bye.
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Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....

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