14.9.15

Thoughts

Holding voice every night, tries not to wake your friend whom sleep next to you, because you cant stop yourself from feeling so scared on unknown things, future, how you dont want people to leave you, how you hate yourself for not loving you more, how you hate yourself for trusting others, how you hate yourself for being so observance with wht happened in the past, and made you turned out to be like this. How this fear stops you from being more outstanding , stops you from being better, stops you from achieving wht you can, stops you from being more thn you're today who only a normal girl who can do much better, who have lots of bakat and can achieve more, but those fear stops you and when you did something more you cant proceed cuz those fear stops you, it keep stopping you and you were defeated. And you end up being just a mere girl forever. Now tell me how to stop those fears from stopping me again?

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Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....