Rindunya semua manusia yang pernah sembang in real life and in cyber life. Rindunya sodazz, rindunya sisters yang call I menangis, Rindunya sister yang fangirl jang jeun seok dengan I, rindunya Schoolmate, Rindunya collegemate, rindunya crush dulu luls, rindunya manusiaaaaaaaa.
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used to work with this one guy, for almost a year, but dang, I don't remember quite a thing pasal apa yang aku dengan dia bekerja sekalinya. Sedangkan kan, dia tu crush aku kot. haha. I don't know why, tapi macam lawak, cuz you dont like give a damn about the guy yang you like dah lah kerja sekali. Hurm. saja nak gitau sebab macam bila fikir lelama, baru macam "Oh! I used to work with him, but apa je kerja?" kahkah.
adakah ini maksudnya, he is just another "lesson learnt" from Allah?
maybe.
maybe.
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btw, I came to realise that I am legit having my homesick moody kinda now. Since when aku tak pasti, tapi dulu, aku macam tak faham apasal orang ada homesick. Sebab relationship aku dengan family tak berapa okay kot (well, me is the problem haha) sebab tu I feel like "Why the hell and how the hell they can have this homesick thinggy. Tak logic" lulz. And Dang! homesick comes and hits me hard. I always hv this suffocating feeling, and kalau boleh setiap second I want to video call 'em (baca: family) Data habis 1 GB sehari pun dun care, cuz I miss 'em! Blergh, Karma acah-acah tak faham orang homesick, you got it girl, hadaplah kau. hahahah
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so, its new year already. I dont really care tho. maybe sebab Muharram dah lepas. (cheh acah islamik ke pe ni tak kisah new year. Islamis sangat ni, tak Rahmah. huhu) (Of couse tak Rahmah, Aku atiqah) (k tak lawak gila) Everyone is like "Azam tahun ni...." "2017 ni aku nakkkk...." "Azam saya nakk ....." Typical, norm, kebiasaan. Not trying to say I want to be differen, jenuhlah semua pun nak berbeza haha. Aku cuma nak bagitau, aku jarang kisah sangat pasal azam ni. Well, I am not really organized person, dan yang jenis ikut target pun. Used to try to have azam yadayada, but by tengah-tengah tahun, dah lupa azam dah. Azam kawan aku je aku ingat. (ok, hambar sia) and for 2017, I dont feel like I want to have a specific long list of my new year resolutions, tapi cukuplah target-target sayang diri dan lebih manusiawi tu ada untuk kukuhkan dan kuatkan. So this year resolutions is to be a better muslim, and above all Human being. which is I already failed sebab dah benci orang dah dari tahun lepas sampai 1st Jan ni hahaha. Gotta heads up and bersihkan hati ni ish ishish.
Hopefully you guys have a btter 2017 ahead. May your resolution is not just merely resolution, harapnya tercapainya dengan bergayanyaaaaaaaaaaa.
Enough late night rant, lets sleep darls, got things to do tomollow. peace, spread love!