When things will not be as it is before,
will not be as good as it was before,
When Honesty comes with a price,
the price that you hope it should'nt be like that.
When being honest has come to an equality to some kind of a crime,
when being honest will be hated than being respect.
This is what actually happened in our society nowadays.
I came to realize when I have this kind of subdued feeling inside me,
rather than being honest with one of my coworkers of how their attitude are, I'd rather backbiting her and keep it to myself. Whilst I know it brings nothing out from it. Can't blame myself for being scared, but will I be okay even if I tell the truth, if I tell 'em that I am not okay with how they treated us and the work itself? I bet it wont be the same. Its not some kind of merely assumption, but It have a bigger risk that It would turned out even keruh than we're already now. This is how our society nowadays works. We don't do 'honesty' thingy, just because we know the other pihak will not listen to us sometimes and will even tegang-kan lagi that situation. and the last resort we would be thinking of is talking behind their back with some perencah hatred kinda tone when we speak. This is somehow one of my regrets that I am being no different than them, when I supposedly be diff. But to see this matter as a whole, its like both of this side need to change. It will work out this way, both sides need to be open and lapang dada. Try to accept the fact that you're not living in this world to only think about urself, think about others too. and you cant be selfish, you need to sincerely advice someone if they did something wrong. and the other side need to accept this. If either both side being stubborn and only think of themselves, nothing will worked out, and our society will eventually be in corrupted forever. every big changes starts with the smallest. Its either you or anyone will start, but if you don't live to continue the effort of the starter, nothing will change. Think, reflect and make a change. for a better society and life. Hopefully, If I am not going to advice them, well because I am kind a junior, a good attitude would do. Lets be a bit sincere and look at the bright side, shall we?
May this new year, makes us a better Human beings, InsyaAllah ameen. :)
p/s: pardon my poor grammar. huhu. Its already 2017 and my grammar is still broken as my heart. lulz
