20.5.20

what ifs

what if,
I become vulnerable,
and tells you how I feel,
do you think you'll be able to handle it?

what if,
I show you what I really feel
all those screams and breakdowns,
will you be able to take it?

what if,
I become the demon inside me,
the scariest part of me that even I am scared of,
will you be able to stay?

what if,
I crave for more,
will you be able to stay with me forever?

what if,
I'm saying the same thing over and over,
'I am so tired' 'I want to die'
don't you get tired of me?
because, human will.

what if,
in the end, I decided to do it anyway,
and leave you alone in this world,
will you let me go?

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Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....

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