Get A paper and write something on It .
Throw it in the dustbin .
Curhat .
Curahan-Hati.
Curhat on a plain paper .
It's stupid to give up on life just because of duniawi stuff .
It's Stupid-Babeng to give up on Dakwah and Tarbiyyah Just because of not getting into university .
I am Human and I am giving up on life because of those reason .
And I feel sooooo stupid.
Why is it so hard Lah ?
Whether to Sambung Form 6 or Tawaran-2 lain tuu .
Feeling like want to stop ,
But then ,
I realised that This is maybe apart of Ujian that Allah wants me to face it with flying colours.
and again , stuck between "You wanna give up so freaking much but then you just can't"
End up making me feels like wanna cry .
Oh Allah .
Please , Make me strong .
Allahumma ya Muqallib al Quloob thabbit qalbi 'alaa Deenik, Wa 'Ala tho'atiq , Wa 'ala thoriqu Dakwatiq.
teja
19052014
2137hrs