Honestly

I don't think this friendship will workout anymore.

There, I said it.
Ive started to hurt myself few times now. I blame myself a lot.
I know there's something wrong with us. But we don't really make an effort to talk about this. We only talk about sweet things we go through. We miss each other, yes we do. But do we really want each other company?

We sugar-coated this friendships like we don't have problems, like this friendship have no problem at all. But honestly, theres too much problem.

We don't do honesty.
We only talk nice. Something that we know won't hurt us, each other.
And that's what makes everything so wrong with this whole thing.
If you get tired of me, you can tell me. I am okay with it. Its bitter, but if its the truth I would be glad to hear more than you try to push me away and act like everything is okay.
You can tell me.
People get tired of people. I do to. You're human and I believe you too.
I get tired of myself too.
I understand. Totally cool.
Just be honest.

If you guys think this whole thing still can work out, be honest.
I might get hurt, but that's okay. Its Its be to be hurt by the truth then hearing them from others.

If only you guys read this.