14.9.20

Letter to no one

 Dearest no one,

I am writing this while I am trying my best to hold my voice and crying.  I feel extremely lonely. It hit me hard this time. Slowly, people around starts to live their own life, and leave us. In the end nobody gonna stay. Nobody gonna stay the same. Everyone's gonna change. Everything will never be the same. 

It was mix feeling. I am too tired I guess, and lonely and anxious and depressed. 

I missed someone too. But I can't see him anymore. 

Two weeks of holding things, acting reckless, ignorant, and cool ends now. 

Reality check, I need to write this here. 

It might work as my reference later. 

Night, no one. I want to cry more.and sleep.

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Eh dah syawal.

Malam 30 sepatutnya. Itulah apa yang aku harapkan, walaupun bukan boleh puasa pun. Tapi, masih mahu punya waktu berdoa dalam waktu² ramadan....